Fuck me a lot of info, glad I asked lol.
I know pace and fitness are truly my core problems. At OP OP 2 I was the main comms guy on our squad and it was mentally taxing trying to figure shit out and relay plans and coordinate, I most definitely wasn't prepared for that.
When we finally had some rest time I was wiped out. I remember a teammate saying "you don't look so good" and then not much directly afterwards.
I have a lot to process through this thread so I thank each of you for your contribution.