You should play a few smaller skirmishes first, you can even get verified at one, then you won't need to waste money on shitty walmart guns that will get you laughed off the field. You don't sound like you're ready for a game like borderwars, both equipment-wise and mentally, based on your posts.
*edit* that's not flaming so don't delete my post
Last edited by pusangani; January 22nd, 2009 at 14:39..
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