Thanks for all the replies guys.
I want to see the field, change my suit to better fit in with my surroundings, get orders from my team lead to scout ahead for an attack, crawl trough brush while I hear combat in the distance, get to the area after 20min of crawling and report how many OPFOR are in the area so my team can plan accordingly, and hearing later the attack was successful feeling good that I played my part well.
So I'm not in the business of high kills and running guns blazing anymore (not saying I got high kills before just that's not my goal lol), but to be a part of a well coordinated team as thier sniper.
It may also help my case if everyone knew I'm 25.
Where's a good place to shop for airsoft sniper spring guns?
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