Never said anything about being a good player. I'm 6'3", 220 pounds, and clearly not a ninja. I just like shooting things, and not getting in trouble doing so. Paintballing I used to run outta ammo all the time. Just the style of play I enjoyed. I kept everyone pinned down shooting a lotta support while my team flanked. Usually worked, despite my not getting many kills. And not getting the kills is fine for me. As long as we win, and I wasn't the first one out, I'm usually happy.