Man that sucks. Just keep your head up and try to get yourself sorted out.
Maybe you just need a change of direction in your life. A lifestyle change or something. For me it was going from some stupid high school kid to an "adult". It just happened one day where I woke up and was like "K, I gotta do this shit" and everything just fell into place.
Hope that happens for you.
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