Normally I'm pretty patient with noobs...but dear non-denominational deity !!
This is one of those questions that as soon as you type the question and read it before posting, you should go, "Well now that I read it, that is a pretty fucking stupid question, of course brandishing a weapon in public is going to draw the police!" and then you cancel making the post that you could have answered yourself with a teeny tiny ity bity quantum bit of common sense.
Now say you have a really good life insurance policy and you feel like suicide by cop cause you are too chicken shit to do it yourself....THIS PART IS SARCASM!
Be safe not just with yourself, but those you play with. If you are reckless with other peoples safety then you will leave.