A large part of why I have been growing increasingly disheartened this season is a lack of bodies. Last year was awesome as we got a lot of training time in and went to a game every month of the season. Our schedules all seemed to match up perfectly for airsofting.
This year I've only been to four games and have gotten out twice with the team. This is of no particular fault of any one individual, but rather a combination of bad luck in timing and heavy work loads for pretty much everyone on the team. Though my team mates are always more willing to make sacrifices and go the extra mile to get in real-steel trigger time before any airsoft game - which I feel adds to the problem, though I can't exactly blame them.
Part of what I'm feeling is likely derived from simply not being able to play as much as I would like to. I don't enjoy going to games on my own.
IN OMNIA PARATUS